So Pointless With So Worthless Without Poem by Vision Ghost

Down in this pit, of your eternal despair
Making me gag and choke, for the free air
Looking at the midday sun, as it so passes
Only light of day, before sunset molasses

Kick the wall that’s all but, two feet away
Wondering if I will ever see, another day
Finding some strength, to turn this stone
To change the scenery, whilst I’m alone

Raise my head, and its night time already
Drift to my feet, and find myself unsteady
Dried the bottle to anaesthetise, the time
And by this I am made to feel, the crime

Of simply trying to get through, somehow
Unclear throat turns my voice, to a growl
Walk to the other side, to walk back again
Is there anything in this method, but pain?

Otherwise just give me, nothing to live for
So I can finally end this, or instead of more
Of the same that’s become, my daily bread
Do I not deserve some sweet taste, instead?

Glance to a moon that seems, like the light
Of the end of a tunnel, of my enduring plight
Always falling for it, time and time and over
To another punishment beating, that I cower

Without a whip or baton, your words enough
To cut through my heart, and remain so rough
How much more of this repeat hell, can I take?
Even if my own fragile sanity, was so at stake

Throw a rope and keep it, an inch out of reach
Sing myself a tune, before my wet eyes breach
Tears flow like the times, I’ve been here before
Maybe the ocular rain, could fertilise the floor

Where my heart is located, at your worn feet
Worn by the walking upon, my every defeat
Of each and every time I rose, to the occasion
A form of punishment, is always my decision

But somehow find it me, that I still love you
Even when I know only the agony, is so true
Perhaps we could try again, like so much before
But always rejected by fates, circumstantial law

To live again only, on the yield of a hopefulness
That a day will come when I find, such fullness
In the arms of another, who cares not a damn
Who will always, forever, love me for who I am