Some Soul To Fill Me Poem by Medusa Waves

How we need another soul to cling to, something to make us feel alive
Feeling so vacant, not knowing why
The moon used to fill me, the immense sky too
How I need someone to fill me, fill me and make me feel alive
‘Im not here, this isn’t happening’- over and over in my head
Something in me tells me I made the mistake
Something in me tells me make the mistakes
Im a puddle on the sidewalks, avoid it-don’t get wet
Im as distant as the stars, distant as the clouds
Daydreaming of feeling the first feelings of love again,
I seek, I seek, and suck it all in till I cant suck anymore
How I need a soul to fill me
How I need a hand to feel me
I fear they see the darkness that lurks after the sun is gone
I fear youll see what makes me feel hate in me
Whirlwinds in my head, there is nothing more-
Echoes in my heart, there is nothing more
“I love you”-I echo, but there is nothing more
How suffocating this vacant feeling can leave me gasping- -
Gasping for free-ness like the clouds and stars have
How I lust for a soul to fill me. Im not ever here.