Small Note For K.S. Poem by Medusa Waves

I understand you don't seek me, you don't wish to have my kiss-
Picture us together, if you can, and you will see why it is that we must be
I can promise you a million objects, and the hundreds I could miss-
But this is not the reason why- you should consider being with me
I cannot lie, at first encounter-I felt nothing but neutrality towards you
Love at first sight, is something vain-and can leave as fast as it arrived.
My fondness for you grew slowly from admiration then, to desire to have more of you
I could very well ignore my foolish feelings, suppress them-and manage to survive
But…there is something much more obscure and unattainable that lurks behind my denial
-a small, almost silent voice that keeps whispering of joy to come
My thoughts and feelings now separate from me-target me and place me on trial
Ignore such deep emotions for a human? so quick to dismiss the joy that could become?
I understand you don't seek me, or consider me more than just a friend
And since I am human, I cannot keep a million promises-or a hundred, much less
But my fondness towards you is real, I feel it-and can promise you something till the end-
Your actions will never be questioned, and your joy never deprived
I wouldn't bring you darkness, yet help you, like the wind under the wings of a bird-to suspend