Something About Him Poem by Hailey Agnew

I can't focus on anything but him,
I can't look away even though I'm staring.
Why am I not over him yet?
It's not like he's leading me on.
I just have to bear this, I have to be strong.
Damn it, damn it, I've gotta stop looking.
When I look at him my brain starts cooking.
It's like when I see him everything goes fuzzy and my head spins,
I lost my chance, he thinks I'm lame and I just can't win.
Seeing his smile warms me right down to my toes,
I can't help my reactions and everyone knows.
My heartbeat gets faster and I know it's because of him,
every other guy just seems dim.
My body's trying to tell me something, something I know,
I see him and I wonder why I just can't let him go.
That something I know, I feel it deep inside,
I can't put it into words, I can't even describe.
His smile drives me crazy and I just want him in my arms,
I want to tell him I'm sorry and that I was so wrong.
But I'm not worth it and nothing will be them same,
people always wonder why I hate change.
I used to be pretty and I used to be pure,
now I've been broken and thrown to the floor.
I no longer have my charming allure.
Damn, damn, there's just something about this guy,
I'd say I love him but I don't want to lie,
I'd say I love him but that couldn't be right...
Damn somebody get this boy ought of my sight!