Sometimes Poem by Autum Foster

Sometimes I wonder id it's true,
All the things he says about you,
He tries to convince me in so many ways,
But in the end it just hurts, with all that he says,
The point that he doesn't see,
Is that you'd never get with me,
I really appreciate what he's trying to do,
But can't he see? It's all down to you,
You know how I fell,
Please, make this dream seem real,
I really couldn't let you know,
I never want to let you go,
There's just no getting over you,
I really wish you felt it too,
You just don't seem to realise,
How hard it is, through my eyes,
I can't pretent, not even for tonight,
That I don't love you, this doesn't feel right,
Deep down I long to hold you your hand,
I long to kiss you with no reprimand,
I want to tell you all I think,
All I feel, infused by drink,
I want you to wrap your arms around,
My heart, my soul, my love, you've found,
I want to hold you close, be mine,
I want your love, I want your time,
I want to be able to say your name,
Without the lies, without the shame,
I know you're never going to,
But love me, please? Like I love you,
I know you could, if you just try,
But if you can't, please, just lie.