Soul Fire Poem by Shane Meritt

i cant. the word that is so underestimated. i cant do i cant think i cant see. i left my body to feel the thing that matters the most. my soul. but it wasn't with happiness and joy but of pain and confusion. the things i thought i knew were as lost as a stone in deepest ocean. i'm called things people don't know the half of. seen as confusing and misunderstood and neglected or mistreated for it. they say correct your wrongs and fix yourself to better please society. so what is society. is a person? no. is it a place? no. is it a thing? no. then what is it? its the thing we call judgement. the thing no human has control over. the thing that even when you say you don't do inside you lied to yourself. so i'm confusing...yes i am.... but does that mean i don't belong? no. i am smarter than most and still more confused about it. say mean things about me i dare you. but when i'm finally not confused and i know everything i need to know to be the master at my life you wont regret being nice to me. you be enlightened. so help me reach my end of confusion and pull me out of this darkened soul that i have received without permission because i am here for good and need guidance until i am ready to proclaim my destiny.