Start Poem by Javi Lopez

I'm sure you wouldn't understand
I say that a lot when you're around
To think that you could truly feel sympathy
That idea isn't sound

I act on impulse
My mind filled with thoughts
As I ponder about the world I think
I know but I do not

You and I are rather strange
I'd hate to speak ill of you
I'd sooner renounce pacifism
And go after those who do

You, my prized possession
That I cannot say
We both already know
That I don't own you in anyway

Not your heart, nor your soul
Belong to this old man
Who fights to keep you by me
While I still thinks I can

I haven't a clue what to do
As I can sense your depression
Although my actions weren't tantamount
To those at your discretion

I over feel and I dislike it
I wish it'd leave me for good
At least if I couldn't love you
I'd stop hurting you as I could

To me you are the angel
Which continues to bring the light
That while it plagues gloomy disposition
Cheers me up inside

You are who you are
I could never change that
I'd never want to change you
You're amazing just as you are

I couldn't never tell you exactly how I feel
But let this be a start