Starting To Think About The What Ifs Poem by Adriana Ellis

What if this is my fault
What if you werent really pretending?
What is you truely loved me?
What if this is really it?

How can I live without thinking of you
I know I dont need you,
but im beginning to want you again

Why does it take a friendship being destroyed
for me to realize I still love you
I thought I was over you
I thought we didnt need each other
but now I know
we cant live without thinking about each other

What if this is my fault
What if you werent really pretending?
What is you truely loved me?
What if this is really it?