Stop Dammite! Poem by Cathy Phew

Once again,
just like yesterday
nothing has changed
not even this stench i smell
did someone press rewind
or did i forget to unwind
cause am living the same nightmare
only this time, deeper in despair

Its the same damn words
only your voice got worse
The same damn face
that depicts your insane
The same damn case
For pits sake
am i sane?
cause am trapped in this seclusion
where doors are optical illusions

Am sick and tired of being frustrated
I swear i feel demented
quit calling me an infidel
i assure you i am not enthralled
you have already made me lethargic
i remember i used to be monastic

So please do not deride me
haven't you already riled me
and yes you scathed me.

Free me from this dystopia
Oh God! ...where is my utopia?