Stranded Poem by Forever Underestimated

Just because someone's smiling
Doesn't mean they're happy inside.
I thought you would know that.
I can see the tears in your eyes,
Believe me, I can
Even when no one else does.
So why can't you see mine?
Why can't you understand?
Why are you leaving me
Stranded in the street?
I'm so alone
Even when you're right next to me.
I've started to shut you out
Even though that's the last thing I want,
But you don't try to figure it out.
You say you know
But you don't.
You don't know the half of it.
And the worst part is
You can't see you're hurting me
So much.
I'm crying right now;
Letting the tears flow,
While you're at home
Thinking of him.
You'll never know
Of these tears,
And you'll never know
You caused them.
I've been waiting for you
To catch up
And see
For so long,
But you can't.
Remember when I told you
Everyone eventually abandons me?
You should be added to the lest,
But I don't have the strength to add you.
I thought you said you'd always be here;
Always understand.
You lied
But you don't know it.
I'm all alone.
You lost me here.
Please find me.
Please try...