Suffocating Poem by Tameka Morin

I am suffocating
I just need to breathe,
please someone help me
I must be relieved.
Please someone listen
to what I have to say,
I'm sitting here and telling you
that I will not be okay.
I'm sitting here wondering
who will believe,
in this time of adolence
that I just want to leave.
Everyone is around me
yet none of them can hear,
I'm standing here and realizing
that I will disappear.
Here I sit and write this poem
to release my pain and hate,
I want to so bad, but know that I can't
I'll never be able to escape.
I feel so used, and dirty, and useless
so here I think that I should die,
I keep telling myself there's no need to
I'll try my hardest not to cry.
I am suffocating
I just need to breathe,
please someone try help me
I'll never be relieved...