Am I suicidal cuz I wanna end the pain
or cuz I feel like these feelings I cannot erase
Am I suicidal cuz the knife lingers in my hand
or because I allow it to slip through my fingers like sand
Am I suicidal cuz I love endlessly
or because I am vulnerable mercilessly
Do I cringe at the thought of death
or do I conform to the crazy life and pray to God not to get caught
Do I allow myself to fall in love
Or do I continue to sabotage
Do I want to be somebody in this dumb life
or should I just end it all with the same knife
Am I crazy cuz I think like this
or am I just crazy cuz these thoughts never cese
This poem will have no ending
because my new life is just beginning
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
OOOH! ! i luv this poem =]