Suicidal Thoughts Poem by GALEED MAGAGULA

What to use, poison,
Shall I use a gun?
When the sadness arises
When madness arises
When bitterness becomes bitterer
My life becomes bitterer
When love birth hate
When love birth hate
When depression birth death
When confusion is death
When all is against me
When I hate me
Deep in my mind
Am nothing but dead
When nothing but death
Make sense to me
When thousands of anger give birth
Suicide is what comes to me
When loneliness rises
So are the floods of suicides arises
Yet death is what I don't want
Instead of committing suicide
I just write to make the wrong right