Suicide Poem by janice etienne

close your eyes
let me wonder on my own
before i die
I'll drink my last alcohol
and my fears I'll see them all
just run away
tell them all they won't forget and i won't regret
and read my body
the note will be part of my autopsy
cause i can not hide
beyond those hills he calls my name
the world of my death city awaits
don't make me stay awake
I'll just fade into my dreams
and lose myself in my dead stream
waiting to drown in the blood it claims
in this suicide there Ly's no shame
happiness was just a a long time story
for a girl who had no glory
so just close your eyes
cause i swear i can not hide
just bury me with all i have until dawn
my poems and my songs
and tell mom that am just.... another one of those
who hides in secrecy her tears won't bother me
and before i say goodbye
don't leave with all my aches and cries
it's just another suicide