Singer Joy

Rookie (6-11-94 / Big Rapids, MI)

Suicide Note - Poem by Singer Joy

*I feel that people may misinterpret this poem; This is not my own personal struggle, and does not represent the way I feel. This is merely a poetic parody of an actual suicide note. Most actual poems about suicide aggravate me, and I find them pathetic and stupid. I apologize if any of you felt the same way about this work.*

It's not often that I find myself at a loss
for words.

And yet.

There is a profoundity you impress upon me-
A silence-
That I can't escape.

It's really hard to plainly express things to you
sometimes.

And yet.

I find myself lost in your eyes when you're not even
Anywhere.
No- I can't escape.

I am ashamed that I'm all agog over just
a guy.

And yet.

I can't hide my feelings very well from you or from
Anyone.
I just can't escape.

I don't think you realize how much you play on my
feelings.

And yet.

We play a deadly game of cat-and-mouse, you and I-
Don't you think? -
That I can't escape.

You upset me so much sometimes that I could go
Crazy.

And yet.

I want to keep you the way you are. I'll lose myself
If it helps.
I'll escape for you.


Comments about Suicide Note by Singer Joy

  • (12/21/2009 11:30:00 AM)


    Oh my love, if it's all i can do, i'll take the fall for you..
    'Coz i'll soar when i lay down with you, and give my all to you :)
    it's cool girl..i mean the way you threw it. It's kinda..true love. Wonderful
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Poem Submitted: Monday, December 21, 2009

Poem Edited: Sunday, January 31, 2010


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