'Suicide Note' Poem by Nick Bell

'Suicide Note'



Dear God
I hate my life.
I hate myself.
I hate having diabetes.
I am sick of losing all of my friends due to cancer.
I am sick of feeling sad.
I am sick of feeling mad.
I am sick of my messed up life.
I am sick of these bad things happening to me.
No one cares about me.
Everyone hates me.
Every single person in the world is against me.
God, you want all this bad stuff to happen to me do you?
You wanted me to feel bad.
You wanted all this bad stuff to happen to me.
Every other kid is happy and having fun.
Except me.
Why me?
Why do I have to be the one that bad things happens to?
Do bad things only happen to good innocent people?
What the hell did I do to deserve this?
So I am doing what's right.
Killing myself.
I know you don't want me to live.
I hate you God.

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
I almost committed suicide, I was extremely depressed at this point.
COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Alex Medina 27 April 2012

God would never harm anyone for no reason, Nick. I understand feeling hopeless and confused, but you MUST make the best of what you have. And if you think death is an alternative, you are a weak fool. Don't ever give up. P.S. Your emotions and feelings really flow through your words. That gives your writing power. Keep it up.

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