Sweetest Sorrows Poem by Timothy Long

It's dissapering along with my heart, since you broke it, im down with deppression while your up high singing with the blue birds, why then oh why can't i join you in happiness, im not derrived of happiness its just dissapearing, along with my braking heart, you just stare as if im a insect not worth sqoushing, why then can i get no peace while your up high happy with the summer wind, why then oh why can't i.