Tears And Sorrow Poem by Audrey Heller

I'm glad the 11th. of December, is over, as
it brought back, all the tears and sorrow!
Remembering on this day, fifteen years ago,
I thought I'd never see, tomorrow! They say
time heals all wounds, but for me, it never has
and never will! For every moment of everyday,
I think about you, still! How can I forget you?
It's just impossible to do. You were my world
and now, you're gone, it's so hard to function,
without you! I can still feel the chills when on this
day, early in the morning, you called to say you
were ill and I rushed, to be by your side. I was
just there for a few minutes, when together, we
took that ambulance ride! There was no doubt
in my mind, you waited for me, before it was
your time to go. It didn't happen then, but
somewhow it's something I felt and it turned out,
to be so! What a wonderful father you were and
what a loss I sustained, all these years. But to
spite it all, I'm still trying very hard, to fight back,
my sorrow and tears!