Terrorist Of The Heart Poem by Villie Beebs

Not as bright as the light once shown from within
The light in his eyes changes and flickers to dim
Words become less and his voice sounds distressed
There seems to be something he is fighting to confess
There is something that hides, inside he is hiding
He is imprisoned from the lies and the deceit that is binding
His love has faded and his heart is jaded
Completely confused from what he is trading
His touch is colder and not as soft
I can taste the fear from him trying not to get caught
What is her name, is her love better or the same
Why must he play such childish little games
If you love me than why don't you just let me go
And if I choose to come back, you may never know
Such a risk, how easy am I to dismiss
All those many years of our life that exists

The distance that spreads pushes us farther away
A sad twisted fairy tale now distorted in dismay
As time stretches, it remains so agonizing and long
The space in between just barely trickles on
It feeds the insecurities from the seeds you have spawned
The light fades out slowly, like darkness exits dawn
Take this knife from my mangled heart
As betrayal and lies begin to rip me apart
Weapons of secrecy, you use them to my surprise
Only to help you win your twisted game of demise
Wounded soul, you cut me as you withdraw the blade
Leaving me colorless as I pale a few shades

I go swimming, in your narcistic ego pool
Pulling all of my strings, I dance as you pull
Whichever way, that you see it fit
Leave me hanging from a rope, that you cannot commit
Dangle my life and heart, within your hands
Threaten to leave me unless I meet your demands
Hostile terrorist of my heart
Forcing me to remain imprisoned within my thoughts
Make it all easier, or just make it all of my fault
To justify your weakness and selfishness not to get caught
Just walk away and take one last look
At all of the happiness and innocence that you took