The Angel Whom I Can't Forget Poem by Wyndon Villafuerte

No matter how hard I try to forget,
I know it won't work out, but I let 
My feelings for you get the best of me
I want to be put out of my misery
From this curse; dear Lord, please,
Can someone just shoot me?
I can't take it; it's tearing me apart,
I feel an excruciating pain in my heart.
I'm going insane from all this madness,
Sulking in the frigid darkness.
My heart grows cold from loneliness;
What the hell is wrong with me?
Why must I suffer from melancholy?
I've cried for many days and nights,
Trying so hard to convince myself
That everything's gonna be all right
But no, who am I trying to kid? I'm a fool
For letting myself drown in this pool
Of tears I've shed for you
On the ground, I gaze at my reflection,
Feeling disgusted by my imperfection;
Why can't I be strong? I feel powerless
For letting myself spiral into madness
Sulking in this frigid darkness
Feeling this pang of loneliness;
This I do all for you --
The angel whom I can't forget.