The Contended Smile.... Poem by bikram baniya

Even though i love u but i cant repeat the same mistake.
it'll get tough when u realize one half is real and other one is fake.
well, i just got one heart i got to be careful not to break it again.
because i know how it feels like, i have been through that pain.

dont wanna be a living dead, in the isolated state with my eyes wet.
holding the shotgun right on my face, ur memories is al i wanted to 4get.
carrying the contended smile on ur face, with a gentle look in ur eyes.
i bet even the strongest would have fallen so no wonder i feel for ur lies.

it was amazing feeling like butterfly flying in the stomach knowing i was ur boy.
but the butterfly had to die, it was crushed wen i knew i was one of ur toy.
love of pain, hope in vain, lost smile and the feelings of humor is all i own.
this is everything i had to get for loving a girl with a heart of stone.

i burned ur pictures each of them but my heart is still in flame.
yes u r dead for me but somewhere ur corpse still remains.
it will get covered eventually by thousands of petals fallen from the flowers.
even i'll dig a grave for god by ur side by taking away what was ours.