The Lasting Memories.... Poem by bikram baniya

memories....

i try to run away from ur memories but in the end it hunts me anyway.
it brings back those glorious moments n those wonderful days.
but at last it hurts me because now u r gone n u r left only in my memory.
i never regret what we had but i regret the way it ended our beautiful love story.

sometimes while walking in the crowded street i see the face somewhat like yours.
and it takes me to those days n i cant hold myself coz no more u r mine n m urs.
and i think for a while y didnt i stop u and why did i let u go so easily.
i knew i was wrong n u were right but i was blinded by anger n truth i couldnt see.

and it kills me within imagining being alone n seeing u with someone other than me.
everything seems so gloomy, i may have forgotten to smile, how is my life gonna be.
day goes by looking at ur pictures, and night passes with ur memory n a glass of liquors
i got to fight this battle alone and its me, myself that i got to win and conquer.

we both were gud together but we ended saying goodbye at each other.
and every day even the memory is fading away n u r going even more further.
i hope someone better someone best than me wil hold ur hand.
and u wil always be happy and smiling and life wil treat you with grand.
-L