Familiar pains are awakening in me again
They want to play with the darkness within
She is a fantasy to those who choose that to believe
And to me she's all to real
Each time I peer out the window and yell for her to stop
They all ask who I'm talking to, I reply 'the neighbors dog! '
And I seem to have lost track of time, but who was staring at the clock?
The Darkness hides behind me because, watching the clock, is my mom
And I must pretend that I'm okay
Let her say what's bothering her in that way
She wont accept my darkness so in fear she pushes me away
Now me and her, the darkness, play
Alone this time, under no time watchers' eye
And I beg her to take over and stay with me forever but she's disagreeing with me again, tells me 'They're the reason why we've severed.'
She has that look in her eye
I know it all too well
oh but that look in her eye
its the same hidden behind mine,
uncovered by what?
Time to tell
So we spill a sliver of our soul to them yet we still cant find a way
She yearns for me as I do her I say 'Why cant she stay? '
They always go away
Just as I begin to punish my vessel, a distraction I guess,
I awaken with darkness, covered in my souls bloody mess
'I'm sorry! ' she cries
and tears fill her eyes as do mine
And now I'm seeing, as if she was me, as if I am her
I realize now that we have become one, my darkness has become my cure
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem