Mindy Brown Poems

I sit here staring into the dark lonely, sad and angry.
I look in my broken window and I see the stars.
I grab at the glass shards on the ledge.
Next, I am screaming in the confines of my prison cell in this place I call home.
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Your Life may Not be always bright
but your soul is like a light
you carry in the arms
and prepare to fight
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You wrote me these words:
“show no pity if I die
send my soul to Juggalo City,
dig my grave six feet deep
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days pass by in a blur,
defining me for all eyes to see
tingles licking their way down my body remind me to breathe and just believe
believe that these weeks shall soon be over indeed
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I SEEM TO BE SURROUNDED IN A NIGHTMARE,
A NIGHTMARE FROM HELL,
LIES MEAN NOTHING TO THE DEMONS AND CREATURES THAT RESIDE IN MY PERSONAL SLICE OF HELL,
I TRIED TO BE A GOOD PERSON BUT EVERYWHERE I LOOKED I SAW THE THINGS I HAD BEEN HIDING FROM,
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the shadows and ghosts of my past haunts me,
creating this abyss inside of me,
making me want to be what i once was.
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tears doesnt seem to matter at the end of the day to most people,
but to me it makes me want to scream,
i scream becuase i am tired of my day to day life,
i feel ashamed of so much in the darkness of night,
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Friday, April 4,2008
7: 26 PM
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My life never really seemed simple,
Always I had a lonely troubled life.
I forever had an ache and a pimple,
And each day that went by never felt right.
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My sadness rings through the chilly night air like a bell,
leaving me behind to truly wonder why i was left behind.

My nightmares of the unknown surround me in the bright light of day,
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