I've been faking laughter, faking joy,
Coasting through emotions since I was a boy,
But the truth, I feel nothing, no thoughts in my head,
My insides are empty.. No soul, I'm dead!
The night draws closer, a dream not to wake,
A few extra pills, no more faces to fake,
the Lord didn't complete me, left a void instead,
can't go on faking so through hell I will tread,
I have six in me now, the recommended is three,
Longing for darkness, to come and awaken me,
at least there's no pain, kind of hoped it would come,
But maybe this wasn't wise, this choice that I've done.
The solution to my affliction will put me in a grave!
It doesn't matter now, my life can't be saved
But what if they don't find me, I didn't leave a note!
God this is hurting now, It slowly burns my throat;
The rooms getting smaller, I can feel it closing in!
My eyes are getting weary, my blood starts to thin,
Almost over now... death will take the win
Once I am gone, this shell I'll give to him
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem