The Endless Fight
I've felt sorrow and pain for most of my life.
It all started when I picked up the knife.
I started slashing till my body felt right.
You didn't hear my scream in the night.
Now I'm starting to see the light.
Through my thoughts, I'm starting to fight.
But the slashing feels so right.
I can't stop.
So I bite my tongue harder.
So I can get straight to the slaughter.
As I hear the screams getting louder.
Hoping then you can hear me.
But there's nothing but the sound of a blood squirt.
Remembering you as my life crumbles into the dirt.
And then I fall to the ground.
I hear the door gets kicked down.
I look up and there's nothing but a crowd.
I was carried out into the red and white blue lights.
I'm still seeing white.
To the hospital, I go.
I'm alive another night.
Harder and harder they try to stop the fight.
Before it goes on another night.
Another shock im falling from the light.
I hit the bed, there's a blinding light.
And that's the end of my fight.
I'm waking up, my body aching.
I feel relieved im awake, death ain't stopping me.
Death won't claim me, Death won't break me