The Heart That Cries Poem by ANGEL LAYL

I cry in despair but I have to be strong,
With all these problems that I'm going through.
I have to hide my pain and act as if everything is okay,
But deep inside me I'm not, I'm really not okay.
My head is filled with so many questions,
My heart is suffering from so much pain.
It's like a dagger that's tearing me into pieces,
Maybe it's much easier if I just pull the trigger.
I want to escape from all of these,
But how? How can I end up this misery,
Without putting blood on my own hands?
Think positive they said, Life is so beautiful,
Beauty that now I cannot see.
I want to scream until I bleed,
I want to cry until I weep.
Could you ease this pain?
Would you free me from lies?
Will someone answer me?
I just want to end this things,
And see myself die