The Last Day Of My Life Poem by Rohan Sen

In the park, for the last time,
couldnt look you in the eye,
everytime I glanced,
I was reminded,
of being the dark chapter & the strife,
that I had caused in your life

So many words I said,
I dont even know if I meant any,
But since the hour demanded,
and your hurt face commanded,
so I did...I did so many

'Why? ' Is all you asked..No answer from me.
'Do you love her? ' You queried..
All I was thinking, was that I was the waste
of this earth, and I was the reason..
why people never trust,
why Love turns to dust, Yes, I was the rust

I tried to say that I still loved you..
and for the first but not last time,
you slapped me..
and then you cried,
thinking of the way,
you had just let yourself go,

I realized I had sunk so low.

Punish me..please, said I..
Can you leave me and her, Rohan?
that would be ample punishment,
for the way you have duped me,
Like a fool I was dragged along,
Thinking of what could be..

And you slapped me again,
No pain...just the thought killed me.
'Forget what I said,
You dont have to leave her,
Go and be happy, Rohan,
Just go...from here..now.'
Like a wimp I dragged,
my conscience remained gagged.

I saw from the corner,
you leaving the park, walking home,
the only girl who ever loved me,
and tried to make happy this fool who led,
all the way to Hope, then cheated her and left her for dead