The Love In Chaos Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Shadows shift across the sand
Tonight will be our last stand
The distances grows and I'm growing cold
I was never scared of anything or so I was told
Yet here it comes, the fear I loathe so much
The one that makes me weak from your touch
So the tension builds to break me down
But yet still my mouth can't make a sound
So here I sit, alone and so warn out
My hearts on the edge of a tree branch and I'm still full of doubt
To express the way I feel or to lock it up inside
Something I keep fighting with my self not to hide
Yet each time I get the courage to explain everything to you
I freeze up and look as if I don't know what to do
To tell you that just being in your arms keeps me warm
That nothing could ever hurt me, not even the force of a storm
That your kiss could steel my very soul away
And yet I'd be willing to give it to you today
That just one look into your eyes
Never fails to give me butterflies
I've never been so alive yet never been so scared
To keep my hopes down because I wont dare
Let them fully go, and expect the best to come
But why do I have this sudden urge to run
Every time my hearts ready to feel love
I feel like someone is going to shove
Me into the ditch full of despair
And that's just something I cannot bare
So what am I do to, expose my self and show you me
Show you the complete version of my self you have not seen
To fall head first into the pool of passion
And let everything fall into our compassion
For let the chaos eat away at my soul
Let the pain take me on full control
So between two paths I will have to choose
Yet I am so scared I will pick the one that will lose
The thing that has made me so cares free
And possible accept that you and I are meant to be
-06-15-05- kellyn, exiledchild inc