The only light,
was his happiness.
His lips
gave me life.
His touch
made me feel invincible.
It seemed too perfect at first:
he ticked all the boxes,
and I could not believe
I had actually found 'the one'.
Time is all I needed
to discover the monster
behind that angelic smile.
One lie followed the other
until I questioned every word
coming out of his mouth.
Regardless, I was constantly blinded
by this 'perfect relationship'
that I had,
that everyone wanted,
that I wanted.
He knew every spot,
every move,
every word,
to make me weak at my knees.
It's scary
being manipulated to stay like that.
I was warned about him,
but I rejected all arguments
against my beloved boyfriend.
Not knowing what is true
and what isn't
is draining the life out of me:
'Did he cheat? '
'Was it actually him
who texted that woman on Instagram? '
'What else could he have lied about? '
I am terrified of him.
It's getting too quiet.
What is his next move?
Will he be attempting
to get more of my friends
against me?
Love and pain! ! With the memories of the past. Thanks for sharing.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I think I would ditch this boyfriend if I were you. My cynicism says love never lasts anyway. Never trust it.
Don't worry, he has been ditched. I just wanted to write about it and share my story :) Thank you for your comment! !