Block Them & Chill Poem by Anya Nikolaevna

'Block them and chill',
she says.

My best friend
of almost seven years,
gone just like that.

I never knew
you could lose someone
who has always been
a constant in your life
from one pure misunderstanding.

Maybe I'm better off without her,
but all I know is that
I truly loved her
and gave her my everything.

She's so blind,
she thinks
she got rid of
a dishonest friend.
But all I wanted
was the best for her.

It's selfish of her
to leave me like that.
I didn't deserve this,
but she lost
the realest friend
she has ever had.

Honesty is the best policy
when the other party
is mature enough
to handle it.

It's time for me
to move on.
But how is that possible
when endless memories
I have with her
are engraved in my head?

If only she could see
who truly looked out for her,
who never lost faith in her,
who always encouraged her
to do better.

She only focuses on
who encourages
her destructive behavior,
who agrees
with her decisions,
regardless of how
irrational they may seem.

I hope blocking me
and indiscreetly tweeting about me
still seem like some of
the right decisions
you've made in your life.

It would suck for you
if you realized
how loyal I actually was
to you.