The Never Eight Months Poem by Dakota Ellerton

Eight months...
I've cried
I've hurt
I've been used
I've been lied to
I've been mislead
none of it was true
the talks, the cries
the loving, the lies
such a painful eight months
still I dont regret a day
I never could
I do not hate you
I never could
I can not forget you
I've tried
I don't want a life without you
but I can't bare to face you
I can't be without you
nor can I press my lips against yours
I can't sleep in your arms
or whisper that I love you
my hearts pounding
tears are dripping on my hands
I regret this
I hate you
I forgot,
I can't lie to myself