The No Nothing Poem Poem by Nickelz Webzder

To discribe me
Would be like murdering me
I hate all this pain
It never goes away
I want to cry
But the fear
Of you leaving
Is just to much
I wish i was some where else
I wish i was some one else
All the time i feel
Like i'm meant
For something more
I want to run
But my feet are planted
I thrive on attion
Being angary
Makes things easyer
I love to hate and fear everything
I'm tring my best
But nothing is ever good enough
I some times wish
I could run away
From all of this
Always scared
Of dissaponting you
Never knowing
When it will end
I try with all my might
To hold it in,
To fit in
But no matter what
I never fit
Just when you think you know me
You don't
I keep on changing
For the fear
Of another heart break
I cannot sleep
My mind keeps thinking
working
Even when i'm exshasted
I wanna scream
But my thoat closes
And i cannot speak
Everything so blury
So tierd
Of being an outcast
All i want
is to fit in
All my efforts
Seem to be pointless
If i can save just one
Then maybe i was meant to be
So many words unspoken
I wish i could tell you
With out exposing me
For what i am
I hate this world
For what it has become
To describe my feelings
Would be like murdering me
I hate all this pain
It never goes away
I want to cry
But the fear
Of you leaving
Is just to much
I wish i was some where else
I wish i was someone else
All the time i feel
Like i'm meant
For something more