The Only One Who Can Make Me Feel Like This Poem by Em Jay Christian

I will sink my teeth,
Into you,
Tearing you into little,
Fleshy bits.
You are the only one,
Who makes me feel like this.
I will push against you,
Damaging you,
I can’t handle you,
Out of control,
Unmistakably pissed.
And you,
Are the only one,
Who can make me feel like this.
I will pound my fists,
Against you,
Hating you with all I have to give.
Finally showing it,
You are the only one,
Who makes me feel like this.
And I hope you remember,
All our kisses,
As I learn to forget,
I wont miss you,
So angry I could spit.
On you.
And you,
Are the only one,
Who can make me feel like this.
I don’t want you,
I don’t want to remember,
But you just keep,
Coming up.
I want to find you,
And degrade you.
Leave you crying, like I did.
I want to hate you,
Believe it.
I don't believe in friendship,
I have no love for you,
You are the only one,
Who makes me feel like this.
I don’t want to look at you,
I can’t stand the things I see,
You look so,
Destroyed,
And different than you used to.
I knew it would happen soon,
But I didn’t expect,
That the difference would make me sick.
Yet it rips my heart out,
To think of you this way,
So distinctly different,
And pathetically the same,
Making me poetic,
Indifferent,
Afraid of all the pain.
Turning me into different things,
A girl who isn’t worth it,
Someone I wish I didn’t wish,
That you would miss.
And you,
Are the only one,
Who makes me feel like this.