Em Jay Christian Poems

Always,
Taking advantage of the fact,
I always come right back,
I always smear that silly smile,
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How can you judge when you don't know,
When you don't have a clue?
Don't think you have any idea,
Just what I'm going through.
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When I look into your eyes,
And you see questions in my soul,
Tell me you're all mine,
Don't assume you've shown me,
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If I don't see you before you go to work, my Love,
Know that I'll miss you today,
Know that I am proud of what you do,
Know that I love the things you say,
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I could over analize this,
And I could scream.
I could spit violent swears,
From my tongue to my lips,
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My heart races,
I count your bated breaths,
Smell the sweet,
Dangerous, scent,
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I would wrap myself around you,
And hold tight,
I would fight,
For my life.
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It is true,
I do not hate you,
Hate, as they say,
Is a strong word,
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Please could you pray for mother,
Please could you hug my dad?
Please could you all remember,
All the good times that we had?
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I’m made of flesh, bone, and weaknesses,
Your promised me you’d help fix this.
But your not here, I’m so hopeless,
Knives and stress, selfish bliss...emptiness.
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