The Taught In Our Heads

I Wonder!

I wonder as i stand by the balcony
It's the night of those halcyon days The sky filled with dark clouds like never before
Got the wits to face nature's fury.
A heavy storm is cooking in the skies,
Just a calm night it was supposed to be.
A night filled with calm thoughts.

I wonder if life will be the same when I'm gone.
I wonder if there will be anyone like me
I wonder whose going to fill these boots I have on.
I wonder if I will ever be missed.

If you love me it's better to let me know.
There could never be a better moment.
For everyday is my struggle.
I wonder if am a brave soldier
I wonder who will take care of my old mother when I'm gone.
So many things on my mind I can't even think straight.