The Time Of Rising Poem by Laura arwen

In my mind
I have clear
plans but I'm
not able to
do them
I think if
I'm alone I
love to cook
more often
I'm obsessed to
storage extra food
to be prepared
for every emergency
Sometimes I'm tired
to have a
schedule to follow
In this moment
it's complicated to
know what are
my feelings
Everything would be
better if I'll
do a big
declutter
I think I'm
more productive when
I'm alone
It's extremely important
to have a
large economic independence
I need to
distract myself from
the noises of
my family
Sometimes loneliness is
bad but being
with people is
a torture for
me
I need to
rest and regenerate
myself because I
have too much
pressure to reduce
my chaos
Probably it's better
to write down
what I need
in my new
home