The Weight Of Zero Poem by Sven Rhoads

I feel it pushing down upon me
This state of being nothing
Soon my bones will be breaking
As the sword of damnation keeps hovering

And inside I have gone completely numb
Even hunger has become erased in time
Will I ever again feel the shining sun
Or are clouds forever to reign over my sky

Even as the blood does seep
Pain only brings little release
Void of the tears I once cried
Like I've been murdered but theres no sleep

Once again I walk the endless mile
To a destination that doesnt come
While I continue to fake the smile
Getting no answer to what I have done

The mind has become a ticking time bomb
And any second it will do me in
All that I ask is just to be gone
But there's no escape from within
The loss of my soul to wander alone
Left alone on this empty chess board
Even the dead get remembered with stone
All thats left is this eternal scorn

Again I've become the nothing
Good just is not good enough
To cut myself into pieces now
Makes no difference if stayed as one