These Are Moments I Dread Poem by Audrey Heller

Deep in my heart, is an ache as
vast as a river, the only way to
describe it is, it sets me all a
quiver! I honestly try to control it,
but it comes and goes, just like
the tide, it's right there inside of
me and I find it hard, to hide!
There are times, I have to
commend myself, for I manage to
do, very well, then all of a sudden
it changes, as if I'm under a spell!
I go up and down like a see saw,
trying my best, to keep my head,
but these are the moments, that I
honestly, dread! There's no way it
will ever get better, it's something
I can't deny. If I had to say, I'd ever
forget you, then I'd be telling, a
a great big, lie!