These Feelings Poem by Beautifully Unknown

Sometimes I love life
Sometimes I hate life
Its all so confusing
What am I doing?
Who have I become in this world thats so cold
How do I live through every day
Hoping for a better tomorrow?
Will I ever find one?
It feels like I'm just walking through a world...
With nothing but death to surround me
I feel so much pain,
Anger, and saddness in my heart
Should I get rid of these feelings?
Maybe I should just keep them
If I could get rid of them...
How would I do it?
I have so many feelings
All kept inside
If I let them out
It would be too painful to bear
Feelings of hurt, Love,
Death, hate, confussion,
How do I control them?
Do I have a chance in this world?
When all I can feel in this world is death
Will all of these feelings that are too confusing...
Even for me to understand ever change?
How can anyone change what they dont understand?
I just remain in silence
Trying to find a way to express all these feelings inside
Will I ever find one?
I guess they will just remain inside
Until I find my way to release them
A way to explain.


Written in 2002
I was in 8th grade then wow...