Things Will Never Be The Same Without Yu... Poem by I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

What did i do to deserve this?
i didn't even get a one last kiss.........
...... from you.
God took your life from me,
he needed an angel so it seems,
i need to feel your hands all over,
i need to feel you kissing me.
i need to feel you holding me,
i need to feel your touch,
cause i miss your love so much..
and i can't keep on living this way,
i need you here with me....
why did he take you away from me?
it's hard for me to tell you i love you,
as im standing over your grave,
and i know i'll never hear your voice again...
why did you leave me?
why couldn't you just stay?
cause my world is nothing... without you..
now i don't know what to do... with myself.
i would have given you anything..
just to make yu happy, just to hear you say... you loved me....
one last time...
i fought hell and back, over and over again,
just to prove to you how much i need you here,
there is nothing i wouldn't do....
i cried for you, i lied for...
and if i could take your place in heaven...
i'd even die for you...
cause i'd rather give up my life...
and i see tears in your eyes...
i can't stand to see you cry...
cause it's hard for ne to tell you i love you,
as im standing over your grave...
i just don't know what to do with myslef,
i just can't stand looking at those pictures in my shelf,
cause it was only a week ago we took them...
there is just one thing i wanna know,
why did god wanna hurt me soo bad?
does he know how much it hurts? to be missing you...
why couldn't you just stay?
cause my world is nothing... without you..
now i don't know what to do... with myself.

Miss yu.................... Forever more my heart is urs...