Thoughts Of Death Poem by s y

I have never been afraid of dying
Coming to think about it
That's scarier than the thought of dying
Not that I'm religious or anything
I don't really know why I'm not scared of death
Is it because I have nothing to lose
Or because it wouldn't make difference if I did die
Have I really not gained anything from all these years of living
I'm I not important to anyone
Is nobody scared of losing me
As insane and crazy it sounds, I want to be scared of dying
I want to be afraid when thinking of death
That would be a sign that my life is worth living.

p.s I know that it's quiet shit, but i like to write down my thoughts