I used to feel like I was on top of the world.
I could relieve myself of my pain,
I could make myself heal.
The thing is though
It never hurts.
No matter what,
Or how I do it.
I was just relieving myself of my pressure.
I just couldn’t seem to get enough,
Addiction.
I would always want more.
So then I’d go deeper,
It just never seemed to be enough.
But because I never had no one
That I trusted enough,
To tell.
I decided to go deeper,
Deeper than the last time,
And all the times before.
There’s only one difference now.
I can’t feel my pain,
Nor my relievences,
But it’s mostly because,
I’m no longer here
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem