Tired Of It All Poem by Randy McClave

I am done with all the fighting
And all the screaming and reciting
From your cheating and the denying
And all of the sins and your lying.
I have given up all the praying
For your abusiveness and straying
And the sins that you keep displaying
And all of your stealing and betraying.
I am tired of all the sleepless nights
When you wanted to argue and also fight
You left our home and was out of my sight
So you could lay at another mans side.
I am so sick of all of your sinning
Seems daily more of its beginning
I pray to GOD that it would be ending
Which you knew what was offending.
I am so sad that you are never here
And when you are you just disappear
I will not cry another tear
Your voice now I solemnly ever hear.
I am sad when you always blame another
From your parents and sisters and brother
And myself and my family and my mother
I wish the blaming game you would just smother.
I am worn out by all of your excuses
And all the sin and bad deeds it produces
The temptation of that always seduces
And the reins of pureness it always looses.
I will not for you again take another fall
As I have done so many times as I recall
When you need help I will not hear that call
As I am so sick of it and also tired of it all.