Today Poem by Sebastian Melmoth

Today I feel full of energy yet so weak
Today I feel happy yet sad inside
Today I feel positive with negativity in my mind
Today I feel accomplished even though a failure you will find
Today I feel contented in a discontented existence
Today I feel at peace with a brain at war
Today I feel high when so low
Today I feel I could fly yet no wings to try
Today I feel like writing with my writers block
Today I feel clarity full of contradictions
Today I search my feelings drowning in a sea of emotions
Today I'm surrounded by people yet feel so alone
Today I feel confident trembling with social anxiety
Today the sun is shining so why is it so dark?
Today I am on fire yet feel so cold
Today I feel I've moved forward even though still miles behind
Whilst today I am and am not I have decided to just be alive and just feel