Too Much Noise Poem by Pauline Levesque

A smattering of noise inside my head…I can’t think clearly
I hurt…hurt …fear grips my heart
Thundering like hooves across my eardrums
Covering them does not help..It’s inside
Dark…screaming for release…
I cry out…I can’t see you.

Blessed release from waterfalls behind eyes that have cried too much,
Peace in my soul..in my heart..I see the truth, I see my strength.
Lust, passion..moves from my mouth to my heart to my limbs,
Replaying flesh on flesh, talks into the night, ghosts breath in my ears.

Love me? Love …reach inside and unlock the time I have shared within
See her in your eyes..always about love…tears dropp to the floor..clasping hands in
Pray..Plead with God? The Devil?
Who ever will listen and give me the prize of life, my love.

If it not come to fruition, then let me slowly fall into the darkness without to much pain, not to many tears. Release me to another’s heart, to happiness.How do I compare thee to a summer’s night’s dream; bad remembrance of a great poem…horrid choices will break it apart, I want no other. Love is deep and flows through my veins like rivers of red embrace…
I scream again..do not hurt me so deeply, will not, can not do that again.
Dreams fraught with despair, weakness…still searching for the light,
The moment when ….
The point in the middle..the peaceful quiet..no noise,
Just the hum of hearts beating, laughing, brightness of open gates of love.