Keyonna Dixon

Torture - Poem by Keyonna Dixon

This pain I can't handle, I wish I can forget you from my mind, . I wish I can bury our memories and pray that they will be lost forever. I try to fight back my tears, trying so hard to erase you from my heart. But I can’t, I’ve grown so weak for you. I just lay here and bleed for you. As I wait for death to cover me with a blanket of darkness. Why are you in my dreams? Why can’t you just let me die without you but you would just love the fact of leaving me with loneliness. Your enervate incompetent you never fight for the things that you want or love.. Destrominate is my will and the only way I can forget about you. Bleeding is the only way I can kill my pain, walking through an endless dark path. Yearning to taste my fears and as I run through my past my soul is lost. I just open my arms and letting death take me into his arms. And leaving everything about you behind. And yet again, you are too blind to see how much I love you, care for you and longing to be with you. The signs are clear for you but don’t you see you’re lost without knowledge without light nor understanding how could you not know. Yet again you push me away from the love that’s in your heart which is indeed sinful, you’re blinded by confusion. Sometime I can’t stand see the sight of you. Life is beneath me, should I only live for you? I have two personality’s one that’s against you the other with you. At last I say life is too short to be a fool. life is the least of my problems at all times but I would love to fall and fall until each layer of me is annihilated.

Topic(s) of this poem: confusion, lost, stress, anger

Form: Ballad

Poet's Notes about The Poem

This is a old poem, i waas sixteen when I wrote it. i found it on my labtop and decided to post for whatever reason I don't know. i reread it it and it brought back complicated and mind fearing demons in 2012 I beleive I lost my hatter. P.s also excuse the grammer I'm pretty sure I rushed and wrote it out of anger.

Comments about Torture by Keyonna Dixon

  • Akachukwu Lekwauwa (7/18/2015 9:36:00 PM)

    Thanks for allowing us a glimpse of what you felt back then. (Report) Reply

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  • Fabrizio Frosini (7/18/2015 11:58:00 AM)

    ''I have two personalit(ies) one that’s against you the other with you. [..]. life is the least of my problems at all times but I would love to fall and fall until each layer of me is annihilated.''

    mm.. out of hunger - you say - towards him and, mostly, yourself.. That anger subsided, I'd say (as you have decided to post your write) .. Writing is a good help in such a case.. Thanks for sharing, Keyonna

    P.S.: ''hatter''... meaning?
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Poem Submitted: Saturday, July 18, 2015

Poem Edited: Saturday, July 18, 2015

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