Trust Or Lack Thereof Poem by nobody special

to me you mean the world
do you think you mean that to another girl?
i struggle to forget each time i catch you in a lie
because my heart won't let me say goodbye
thoughts of you consume my energy
with you forever is where i want to be
i can't imagine my life without you
i don't even want to think about finding someone new
if we split up i'd be crushed
is it really worth it to maintain this lack of trust?