Turning Back To Myself Poem by Melissa Koeman

Sitting in the dark
Staring out my window
To the dark sky filled with stars
I’m wishing and wishing on those stars
To get some peace in my mind

Once I was sane
Now it’s the same s.o.s over and over again
Once again I turn away
I can’t stand it….
Broken fortunes
Broken dreams
Fucked up thoughts
But I’m the same underneath somewhere

God it’s tearing me apart
I can’t stand it….
My good fortune is away oh so far away
Filled with despair
I look to the dark sky
Wishing I was myself again

I want to turn back to myself
And not be this pathetic waist of space
I want to be strong
I want to be happy
To turn back to myself
That’s all I wish for