Understand Here Poem by Marilyn Jean

You like others don't understand
Because you won't see or hear
You are mean and you are blind
I go crazy yes, but
Then you
Do all
To show
like a mirror
That it is me
You blame me against all truth
But, no it is not
And refuse my sorry when I am wrong
But it looks like you are right
I cannot handle control
Rotten sarcasms called silly jokes
Requests and more demands, cohercion
Days after days, never one thank nor a sorry
Nothing but servitude and nobody to see or know
You have no love for me but only needs of me
You ask for this that and forgiveness then love
But give so little in return but scare and faces
then your silence until I say sorry for what was yours
Only yours to say. And I go mad to your indifference
Stay in my corner and you complain that I am not loving
But how could I, when
I died of feeling alone, you convinced to your core
That you have care for me to what is best loving care of all
Just that your best is not good at all
And you won't hear the truth, nothing ever change
Just happy drama for when someone looks